Every day that I wake up I think about you, when I stare at my phone my thoughts drift only to you. Throughout the day it remains the same and you're all I can imagine. At night I lay in bed looking at the ceiling and you are all I can think about. It's been a part of me that wants you here. That wants you with me. I want to protect you. I want to make you happy every single day. I want to wake up and see your cute face on my phone. I'll see something or hear something and it reminds me of you. The days pile on and all I want is to make you happy. You talking to me changes my mood instantaneously. One word from you changes everything, because looking at it makes me calm or laugh. I could be there for hours. I want you to be my everything. But I know this is all in my head. I don't think you will ever see it the same. A part of me still clings onto a small flicker of hope that it changed. I'd do everything from the start again if it meant seeing your face. Are you going to forget? In your world I don't think I ever existed. A small part of a lost memory. I'm sorry for dragging you into all of this. I should've known how things would be from the start. Someone like me never had a chance. I just hope that you're happy. I'm sorry for everything.

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