My original work..... It's not to be duplicated.. "I'm sorry. Im sorry, I didn't want to constantly look over your shoulder physically or mentally.....having to worry and wait for the next skeleton to appear out of your closet. Sorry I wasn't enough. Im sorry, I wasn't good enough, Wasn't healed enough, Wasn't mentally flexable enough, Wasn't trashy enough, Wasn't slutty enough, Wasn't wild enough, Wasn't submissive enough, Im sorry I wasn't strong enough to withstand the ex's who wouldn't go away, Wasn't brave enough to deal with the addictions, or the multiple hidden players in your world. Im sorry I wasn't patient enough to wait till you purged the "player days" out of your system. I'm sorry I wasn't smart enough to understand that when I said my vows I was to keep them. But I was supposed to be patient enough to understand you had to work through the concept of monogamy starting June 15th 2015, our wedding day. Im sorry I wasted your time, and effort..... sorry I caught you and her. Im sorry I confronted you and her, what was I thinking? Im sorry I stayed faithful after that, which made you uncomfortable. Sorry I didn't break my vows and made you feel guilty. Sorry I held myself accountable even on the worst days. Sorry I didn't turn into the others of your past, so you could have just cast me aside and felt justified...... Sorry I was jealous. Sorry I chose you years after my horrific divorce in 2010 and fell in love again. I'm sorry..."